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What I don't like is what bothers me...
What bothers me is what is close to me...
What is close to me is what guides me...
What guides me is what pacifies me...
What pacifies me is what inspires me...
What inspires me is what rectifies me...
What rectifies me is what cares for me...
What cares for me is what puts me down...
What puts me down is what lifts me...
What lifts me is what praises me...
What praises me is what cries for me...
What cries for me is what laughs at me...
What laughs at me is what envies me...
What envies me is what equates me...
What equates me is what I cannot stand...
What I cannot stand is what I am.